okay, new block new block. am currently studying marketing for designers, idk why there is a need to seriously, but im glad im done with 2 reports and dont have much to do now. in fact i feel so weird that i have free time, because just a week ago i was dying trying to finish my shits on time.

anyway, glad to say that my fatass ugly brother failed all his subjects, how awesome is that. now i can go told ya so noobcakes. im living in a rather weird environment, in a world where skinnies and handbands and notsolong hairstyles make you evil. its really weird, my mum thinks im super evil and wild, stereotypical people are so boring.

did i mention that my bbycks tee arrived along with a kylecakes plushie. omgz i know im awesome shut up. shingz i totally wanted to whine about work that day and it just came to my mind. kinda new to working in the morning and had a go that day and it turned out crap, shit i totally feel pathetic i wish i was fired. like, at least i dont have to hope that i dont go through that again because i dont even want to. somebody fire me please, any volunteers wanna sabotage me at work and get me fired? :]

sigh, work talk is so demoralizing, i never wanna work.

it kinda made me realise im suffering from short term memory span though haha. one minute the customer said something and after one blink im back to square one. how cool is that, you can tell me im a slut and all, and i can totally pass you off in a blink and be friends, again :D

erm big shoutout, happy birthday to arif and boyboy, its been long since i seen them even though i keep thinking its alright because im always gonna see them, which is so not true. we used to meet like mad when we were kiddykiddy kids haha.

talking shit now so im gonna end here, clubkidz going somewhere far on sunday and im so loving the rain, warning me before the skies start crying would be helpful though. i dont wanna turn to ice in the middle of my boring class.




random, i wish i could shut those freaking beasts. repeatedly shouting ily wont make him love you sluts.

xoxo

yay, am finally free omgomgomg. prolly gonna last for 4 days before i start going insane again. lynn' babycakes tee arrived today, anxiously waiting for mineee. the alumni trip was a total disaster, to think the day hasnt come and theres alot of crap :/



xoxo

i feel so terrible now, i wanna runaway far far away please. idk why im blogging but i think somehow this is to take everything off my shoulders and organizing them, somehow.

- have got a skit later and not prepared
- cant find the tee for the skit
- the outing with prss isnt confirmed and money's still with me
- ive got deadlines to meet tmrw and am not close to done
- gossip girl just decided to hang at the last 5 minutes.
- have got no idea how im gonna bind my popupbook tmrw
- i look horrible

:(


xoxo

its funny how im so busy i cant get jealous of other people. cause usually when im free i roam around online and see how people are and how they look and all and i feel sad and envy that im ugly and all. but right now theres so much stuffs to do i just feel, like what i have to do now is to complete my stuffs. too much complications to handle too i guess, i shingzly miss emos :( so long since ive been treated like a majesty. wish i could do something with them tmrwwwwwww, shall quickly submit my gummybears and set off to meet them, i hope.

didnt get the meetlynn and heatherjsut now cause i was dying of stomach cramps. maybe cause ive been having gummy candies for breakfast and nothing for lunch. ive not met anyone other than my classmates for ages and im so sad :( but, my classmates keep me going and i love them too♥

two more weeks to social freedom, at least half of it, so bring on the assignments bitches. and yeah, i have this live suria shit to attend tmrw but i think i'll just pass and go for japanese class. i hate those annoying sluts who try to wave when the camera shoots on to the audience, because they think highly of the 1minute of fame.

xoxo